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Saturday, February 26, 2011

Update for the 26th

Hello people! Updating for this weekends,my blog visitors have risen from the dead :) Nice to know that some people do view my blog,I appreciate it. Its gonna be exam week soon,its coming,I'm nervous,I aimed for a few A's this time,cuz I really did study hard for some subs,these days I start being active at my blog again,added some interesting tabs & also a new one,check it out,I added many links of all the sites I hearts

No pictures lately too :( I'm so sorry,I know its dull to see pictures of other people at my blog & my facebook also lack some pretty self portraits,I'll spare some time for a photo of myself & how I look recently. I haven't really been dressing up,all I wanna look & feel for now is comfort & minimalism,cuz the weather is always hot or rainy & I need to travel in comfortable clothes,so I've been wearing t-shirts & singlets only for now,haha. Products of the month? Hmmm....ya I have a product,I'll blog bout it after the exams. Here are some looks I think are really cute :) photos courtesy of

Waiting for summer by Zuzi. 

Those Brown Platform by Anastasia.

Down that way by Lynsay.
Love that black knitted beret,the black stockings & those booties :) Reminds me of Taylor Momsen.

Paper Romance by Vain.L

So please,please,please by Karolina O
Oh my those shoes,they are the kinds of black wedges I've been wanting,high but pretty,fashion hurts :(


Thursday, February 24, 2011

Sneak peek from NY fashion week 2011

Lemme share some stuffs,recent activities. I am really into using flickr since I already abandoned photobucket for centuries. Quite nice one! Its more organized I think,so I won't mess up on my albums. Have been updating frequently nowadays cuz I already have a not so limited access to the internet. Awesome-ness :D
I just came back from school,some singing competition was held,I was suppose to sing & participate but I didn't. So I stayed back to support baby Neesha & the other pretty ladies,even boyfie came to see me,thank god he did! He gave me a ride home,now I don't have to trouble the poor malay aunty again.
My pimples are popping out like popcorn's again! Eff the universe! I can't control sebum production,I'm tired of always concerning bout it,I guess I should just leave it to heal by itself? New York fashion week just passed by people :)
Read it from the newspaper's yesterday,Kinkybluefairy wrote a fashion column for the star,gosh I wish it was my job! It'll be so fun to write about something so exquisite & divine,its NY fashion week!

Here are a few pictures from NY fashion week spring collections

second day,spring collections
sixth day,spring collections.
fifth day,spring collections.

Its spring now,even though malaysia has no spring,lol. But I decide to blog bout it :) the colours are so pretty. Perfect way to usher the upcoming summer,my most awaited season looks because we malaysians are more suitable to wear summer clothings :(

I'm loving Kate Spade's fall hair do's!!
I don't really get her pose but I love her hair colour & the waves :)

The celebrity hairstylist - Matthew Monzon,was trying to reminiscent the looks of 1960s model Jean Shrimpton.

Oh yup,I've added some tabs at the top of my blog so you people can check it out,it looks more organized this way & my sidebar is less pack already :) I'm gonna blog more bout fashion week!


Wednesday, February 23, 2011

Don't EVER let frustration rule you!

My tigger!! Cute isn't it?

I'm fine,me & him we're both okay now,I knew I'd win,relationships are meant to be taken care off & I really don't want something small to ruin a thing that means so much to me. It is hard,we're still students,me & him,we're gonna be busy studying & doing our own things,sometimes we get frustrated over little things & I really think that next time we shouldn't let things get out of hand.

Note to baby boy
Life is not easy now I know,its hard too,let's just keep things simple. I do get jealous seeing other people doing luxurious things like dining in fine restaurants & getting LV's as gifts but why do we need to do that? Just because its a trend? And I never mean what I say,you also shouldn't let frustration take over your soul. Whatever! I still love you as always.

Skip that part. I have been browsing through magazines,lately I've been really broke & I don't have money to get myself any new clothes & shoes :( So i decided to do something with what I have,I promised myself that I'll have plenty of time to get things for myself after I'm done with my studies in secondary school,I guess its better that way,I can also learn to be creative with the items I already earn. I'm so in love with clog heels! I found a pair online for 70+ & that's not bad for a pair of pretty clog heels. It all started when I was flipping through ViVi's January issue,maybe I'll be able to save to get a pair? :)

I love this song since the moment i heard it! Have always loved Rihanna,I think she looks really gorgeous here,usually she's so punkish coz of her short pixie hair do,but in this vid her hair looks so cute. You guys noticed her florals in here? The colours & flowers & all the prints are so pretty :) Love it

Monday, February 21, 2011

Can she kill him?

Diary Entry

Angry bear

She is as angry as this bear. She is so angry she was about to explode in the midst of her stuffed toys,can she stand it? Will she able to bear her anger? No wonder people call it "bear" because bears "bear" their anger,is that even the point what the heck? Its always about him,no other people can make her angry other than him,HE is the cause of her misery,her sadness & her miserable-ness. She want's to kick his balls off but she can't,she's not willing to do that. But now,she is willing to do that. This "she" is me. That "him" is not my boyfriend.

Today was one freaking hell of a day. I woke up at 6.30AM & was supposed to go to school because its a monday. I was so the freaking hell tired,went out the whole day yesterday,slept late chatting with my sis bout the future. Then when i woke up I was so kao dizzy that my legs can't hold me on the floor any longer,so i skipped school. I promised myself to go to tuition to replace school,guess what? Tuition also skip,cheebai!

Monday's subs are maths & science,mostly jam packed & the room will be stuffy sial,my choice of attire for the day is singlet & shorts,its just a darn plain grey singlet & my usual denim shorts! I didn't even wear contact lens & just wore my glasses out WTF. HE said i was too sexy for tuition & will NOT drive me to tuition unless i change,if i don't then no tuition. Is that even an excuse? Who cares what i wear? I really don't understand him. I really wish he'd change for the better,better than making everyone hate him. He paid 90$ for my tuition & now i'm skipping,its bullshit waste of money man. Then how about next month? Should i even attend tuition? I don't wanna see his grumpy face sending me to tuition & his reluctant-ness to give me my tuition fees. I'm so fucking upset with him.

I wish he'd change but he won't. Its been years but no changes. Now i think i'll just stop expecting something or anything from him.

Friday, February 18, 2011

I'm loosing alot of things....

Pretty isn't it? I wish it was my design but it isn't. Found this on google.

Fashion communication & journalism? Or Mass communication?
Dilemma in choosing both courses that i hearts!
Many friends say I like choosing "unrealistic" courses,I'm wondering what do they mean by that,are they saying that I'm not good enough? Or just to bold to study whatever the shit I'm interested in,what to do? Mamma gave me the guts to do whatever i like,T.I style :)
Most of my friends,they choose to study accounting,business & such,I also have no interest & talent in those courses,as the whole earth know's,I suck & hate maths.
Maybe I'm meant to be more of a artistic person? God knows.
I don't know why,feels like I'm loosing lots of things that I love.
I'm constantly feeling that I am not good enough,that I am not that special.
I'm still positive,its just that sometimes I get so unsatisfied of myself.
I'm like a piece of blank paper that needs to be scribbled by colorful crayons.
I need to stop thinking bout what other people will think.
Sometimes people can be so mean,they talk as if they don't care bout what other's will feel.
I think I'm gonna prove to "these" people that you can't judge a book by its cover. *sighs*
Its another emo post,you can choose to leave,or read if you also have a little bit of concern towards my feelings.
I have no idea what to study coz i keep having concerns bout how my results will be,how will it turn out,good or bad?? For now my only wish is to be able to study the course i want,I wanna have excitement in my dull life,its true what people say,you can't do anything without money.
I read today's paper & saw that Raffles has offers for "Bachelor of Fashion communication & journalism",I start to daydream bout rainbows & butterflies again,but then I can only study that course in SINGAPORE,so far.
I'm gonna try my best,anything to get into the world of media & fashion! :)
Btw i missed out on feb's issue of vivi so i found a website online where you can read vivi for free,just click here for the link,if your thankful then I'm welcomed!

Tuesday, February 15, 2011

Thank you baby ♥

Thanks for the simple but special valentines!!


Thanks for this cute card you gave me :)
You didn't bring me to fancy restaurants,or gave me swarovski diamonds but I was happy enough to be with you yesterday celebrating valentines day together for the first time.
This is our 5th month together & I know we can go longer & stronger,you made me a cute card with a picture of us & a simple note about fake roses last longer than real roses. LOL that was funny & cute,the little things you do for me. Can't wait for the days ahead of us & may we always be understanding & loving each day. I LOVE YOU!

Monday, February 14, 2011


I'm being totally last minute but I don't care,I will still join this contest cause I can't sleep thinking about that awfully cute Kate Spade Tote,something I'd like to carry wherever whenever. Actually passing by the Kate Spade store in The Garden's made me realize how adorable Kate Spade tote's are,double the loves!
Now people like me don't have to sell off my house just to get a designer bag,LOL

Yeah its a contest where they will be giving out 6 designer bags & I want one :) Hopefully I'll get it though. *Grins* These are the six cute bags their giving out,I kinda like the Salmon pink Marc Jacobs too,but I want the tote more,hehe

These are my three spring looks to match with this baby :)
Since its spring,all I can think of are colorful flowers,mid length skirts,chiffon,anything floral printed,pastels,bright colors & anything sweet looking,I dished out my usual black monochrome looks for this spring to match this pretty baby that I can hopefully get.
Kate spade London Tote
Something I would wear for a dinner,something formal,feminine & sweet.
spring look one

Maybe for a trip to the movies? Simple but cute & also comfortable.
Spring look two

Something very comfortable,maybe for a short night out to the......mamak? :D
Spring look three

OH GOD I wish I'd win! Even though its a last minute entry but I'll keep my fingers crossed...
Good luck Nia :)
Do leave comments & share your thoughts bout fashion,thank yiuu

Sunday, February 13, 2011

can't wait for tommorow!

Hey :) Its valentines day tommorow & I really can't wait for the first valentines outing & the romantic-ness people experience on that time of the year,a few days back I was reading about it on the newspapers,I think it was yesterday's paper,some bull crap shit saying that people can't celebrate Valentines cause it equals to worshiping pagan Gods wtf & who cares? Some people in Malaysia really needs to open up. By the way hor...I still haven't assemble a proper outfit to wear tommorow *GASP* & I do concern bout how am I gonna look like "just because" its once in a year celebration,but I did plan my make up & facial routines,I got plenty of products to do reviews on this time :D Stay tuned! Fringe's getting longer,I think I'll start experimenting with my curling thong to curl my bangs like what many japanese girls are doing currently,new trend,its kinda cute.

I got this while purchasing my usual Hada Labo lotion
I shall blog a review bout everything & anything soon!

Saturday, February 12, 2011

Valentines Day 2011

My valentines gift from the boyfriend :) Thank you so much! I've always wanted a stitch plushie,cute isn't it? Yay! I finally got it. This is my first time celebrating Valentines day even though I had previous relationships before,looking forward to this one lor.

Few pictures with stitch

YES! He is so cute! NO wonder Lilo loves him. I'm going out soon plus there's not really much things to blog about,I'm really simple now,just trying to live a happy life & not please others *sighs* & there's a fucking perverted dude at my msn,he keeps talking about sex,beware of this kinds of people. Gotta go byeee!

Sunday, February 06, 2011

Churp Churp people!


If your a student like me,trying to study but at the same time wants to make some easy money in a fun way,why not join churp churp?? Its simple compared to anything cuz all ya have to do is sign up here & get rewarded every time you share a campaign of your choice at churp churp's site! Twitter,facebook & blogs are some usual ways for you to share all these awesome goodies & trust me,I'm a churper too & oh I LIKE IT :)

To join churp churp now :)

Saturday, February 05, 2011

Happy chinese new year 2011 ♥

Damn this was a total waste of money! I've always wanted to try the "super" nudy series,so i got one from Maple,a really nice seller,i ordered 2 pairs,one for me & one for boyfie,super nudy brown for me,I knew the diameter is 16mm but its so uncomfortable to wear! Maybe I'm the one not used to it but I really don't like the feeling of it covering almost the whole of my pupil,omgoshhh it was such a pain wearing it! But never try never know right? The packaging is so cute though,Super Barbie is famous for the packaging,but I will NEVER get such big diameter lens again! *sighs*

Vlog 1 : Owl morning,lol......enjoy my sleepy face

I forgot to wish all my blogger buddies happy chinese new year :)
I'm waiting for boyf to come take me to McD's now.
Its been a while since i saw him,gonna talk alot with boyf later.
School's gonna re-open soon,are you ready? Fucking no huh? Yeah me too :(
Anyways,be as cute as rabbits this year! May you be filled with JOY!
Cz to me joy is better than wealth,no point enjoying things without joy.
Ok bye!

GD & TOP - Jibe Gajima (Don't Go Home)

Wednesday, February 02, 2011

Hair ♥

Waiting for my hair to grow longer patiently :)
I know its a long process but I'm willing to wait cause my hair is getting weird.
It is growing really fast but i loose lots of hair & i mean it! *GASP*
Everytime i finish my shower & head into my room,hair drops down my newly cleaned floor & everytime i start brushing my hair after putting on leave on conditioner,its drops more than i can ever imagine,up to one stage when i was so freaked out the first thought on my mind was "DO I HAVE SOME ILLNESS LIKE CANCER?@@". Lol I'm just freaking out.

Remember that drama I'm currently loving? Dream High :D
Yeah,Suzy's character Hyemi is getting more & more adorable,even though she still hasn't lost her bitchiness & sometimes her attitude makes me wanna punch that pretty face of her's - -
Here are some really cute pictures of Suzy i found on Google :) At least her pretty face can fill up my blog for sometime cause I am not taking pictures lately. Sorry people,not interested in showing my face,skin problems as always,cheebye betul.

During Suzy's school time,she's so kao fair,I'm nothing compared to her - -

Good girl bad girl musiv video :)

Breath music video,she's so prettay!

I'd backpack from here to Thailand to get her skin - -

This scene from Dream High!!! Sweet :) I actually pretty like this guy even though he has bad dressing taste.


Yeah guys do you remember Jipaban? The online shopping site?? Its really awesome & they have Chinese new year & Valentine's day special. The great thing about shopping online is that we don't have to dress up,go out & then browse around malls & tire yourself walking around a big damn mall for hours! Like me :) You can just lay naked in your room,sit on your chair & click through Jipaban,their prices are reasonable & Jipaban provides great quality products. And right now they're having special promo's for CNY & Valentines day! You can shop for gifts for your loved ones or just get yourself a good dress for CNY? :D


Click here to go to Jipaban for a extra comfortable shooping experience!
Enjoy your shopping!

Madamoiselle Nia.

Tuesday, February 01, 2011

Let's talk

Oh brother I can't, I can't get through
I've been trying hard to reach you, cause I don't know what to do
Oh brother I can't believe it's true
I'm so scared about the future and I wanna talk to you
Oh I wanna talk to you
You can take a picture of something you see
In the future where will I be?
You can climb a ladder up to the sun
Or write a song nobody has sung
Or do something that's never been done

Are you lost or incomplete?
Do you feel like a puzzle, you can't find your missing piece?
Tell me how do you feel?
Well I feel like they're talking in a language I don't speak
And they're talking it to me

So you take a picture of something you see
In the future where will I be?
You can climb a ladder up to the sun
Or a write a song nobody has sung
Or do something that's never been done
Do something that's never been done

So you don't know were you're going, and you wanna talk
And you feel like you're going where you've been before
You tell anyone who'll listen but you feel ignored
Nothing's really making any sense at all
Let's talk, let's ta-a-alk
Let's talk, let's ta-a-alk


Yesterday was one hell of a fucking day.
I made up my mind to end things,hoping that after ending things,everything will be less complicated & they'll be less fights. You see,i knew this stage would come,the stage where couples would argue when they don't agree with each other & all those shits,i knew it. People tell me, "Oh Nia,you can't always expect the good things." Of course i know that! But do we really have to argue about everything everytime? I don't think so.

So know we are what we call,under construction? Ugh. I told myself i was making the right choice yesterday,but after thinking of it & turning to my left side seeing the stuffed toy he gave me,i cried & start feeling sour all over. I called him,told him that u i can't do this,he said i CAN do this,cause i'm strong,i am strong! But i wasn't. Now i woke up feeling shitty,i didn't cry,i don't really cry for boys,i'm actually quite egoistic than a guy. I love my pride,but for him there's no such thing as pride,i love him to bits.

I don't think we're a bad couple. In fact we're so sweet i can write a whole novel about us beginning with how we first met. We met on facebook,he was someone who i enjoyed talking to,especially bout things that we like in common. He gets my humor & i ended up texting with him. Our first date was watching step up 3D,we weren't a couple yet that time,but he treated me like his girlfriend & now i am his girlfriend,his first. Its so easy for me to get a new guy anytime i want depending on my mood,but i can never find someone like him. He's just someone who's so......cheerful.

He has imperfections,me too,everyone does,i don't hate them,sometimes i like his imperfections,like how lazy he is to dress up,even though i did lost my sense of fashion when i started dating him,lol. But i enjoyed every second with him knowing that he wouldn't care how i'd look like,he'll still say i'm pretty.

Sometimes i love you
More than you'll ever know
Other times you get on my nerves (hey)
That's just reality
No, it can't always be
Kisses, hugs, and beautiful words

This can only be as good as we both make it
Guess sometimes its gonna hurt (guess sometimes its gonna hurt)
We can be as happy as we want to be girl
But we gotta make it work
We gotta make it work...

Thick and thin,
The bad outweighs the good sometimes
That doesn't mean we're 'spose to give it up
My problems are yours,and yours are mine


1st day of february :)

I'm addicted to this drama. "Dream High" at kbs every monday & tuesday,its awesome! I really love Suzy from Miss A but i don't like her here,her character is the most LANC ever - - I really wish i have Suzy's skin though,how can her skin be so kao smooth one? And she's so sial pretty,dang the world is unfair,but i was told that artists are chosen 80% on looks,and i agree..look at all the korean artist,ever seen an ugly one? GOT but very few lor.. If your talking about Susan Boyle then shut up,she's british,hahahahha!

What are you guys up to this holiday season? I'm studying as usual but also having some spare time watching Gossip Girl season 2,dear boyfie downloaded it for me & i'm so glad he did! Gossip Girl is my virtual world,some kids play video games or online games so they can enter their virtual world but mine is Gossip Girl,lolsssssssssssssssss. I've always wanted to live in the big apple,ahhhh *birds chirping*

I'm addicted to Dream High's soundtrack too! There's a fat girl in the beginning of the show,i have no idea what's her name but she was in a sushi suit when she was singing this song called "someday" and this song is sooo darn sweet! Youtube it :) "IU-Someday" and you'll get tons of results. Also check out "Don't go home by GD & TOP" :D

madamoiselle nia.