Happy birthday mom!! You're turning 49 :)

This was when I went to Sabah last year. I don't look good cuz I wasn't feeling good. Anyways,this is a post dedicated to my mom even though she doesn't read my blog. HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAMA!!!!  ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥


I got 1k+ visitors per day,sometimes hundred+. I blogged about that small little page I made on Facebook for girls with insecurity issues & eating disorder & I got only 4 likes? YOU GUYS SUCK. Period. Cuz even though it is a small thing,it meant a lot to me cuz going through all that wasn't easy for me & I was looking for some supporters. Since you guys can't bloody like the page for me I might as well delete it. I'll set up something better next time,when I'm somebody. This is hella upsetting.

Yeah I also blogged about my past,yesterday,just go to my archive or scroll & you'll see the story. Hope it helps some of you. Cuz being sick isn't cool & I just want everyone to be happy & healthy :) alright??? Trials are officially over,fyeahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. I can watch Gossip Girl all day with ease but I still have to study,the real thing is so much more important than trials. DUH.

I bought NYLON September issue.  ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ Christina Ricci on the cover & I love her eye make up,it emphasizes on her big huge eyes. Fyi for one single issue,(the current one),it will cost like RM16.90 cuz it's a Brooklyn based magazine,so I usually buy it if I really like & want that issue & I did! I love this issue as much as I love the Florence Welch issue & I definitely will get the October issue cuz Elizabeth Olsen is on the cover! I just freaking love this magazine,they have some of the most epic & unique editorials ever & the pages  will never bore the eff out you especially if you are a self proclaimed indie chick like me :) I also read the website every time I'm online,I heart it. 

Alexa Chung in Mary Katrantzou

Her green nails that she's obsessed with.

Christina Ricci in Pan Am

This short film is inspired by the downtown cool, rock sensibility and international lifestyle embodied by model Abbey Lee Kershaw, this debut short film introducing the Pierre Balmain collection follows Abbey Lee and her band, Our Mountain, throughout New York City. Directed by Inez and Vinoodh, this film features pieces from the Pierre Balmain women's and men's collection worn by Abbey Lee and her boyfriend, Our Mountain front man Matthew Hutchinson. (Yeah I stole this from youtube)

I freaking love Balmain! If you guys wanna see some of his jackets you can go watch 2NE1's 'Lonely' video :) Yet again,he is one of my favourite designers & if you love anything studded & rock & roll or maybe you love Taylor Momsen's style like me,you'd dig Balmain. 

Xoxo! (btw I'm on twitter & tumblr all the time so follow me there!)

Ashes & Wine

I'm extremely bored so I thought of blogging bout some cool stuffs I found on NYLON's site,especially some new tracks,basically my playlist of songs are introduced by this awesome magazine,you should know by now that I am a NYLON junkie,sources here are all taken from nylonmag.com

The video just feels so old school,as if in the 90's don't cha think?

 Alexa Chung is lucky to be dating Alex Turner,how I wish I can date a band frontman,that'll be cool.

This is insanely catchy!!

She is a really beautiful singer,young & raw,her music is sort of like Adele's but she has a much softer voice,I'm in love.

Total feel good song. Burberry first introduced them,I also got to know some really awesome singers from Burberry acoustics like Misty Miller who is an angel.

Lol,I do listen to other Monkees songs but never this one,cute track,fun to listen to.

I have a thing for photography,I have a number of amateur photographers in my life & I hope to be one too,not now though,no cash to get a proper dslr,but yeah,it's something really interesting & I'd love to try it :)

I spot Juicy Couture

Omfg,Rilakuma cupcakes!

Alcohol & ciggs = perfectionism.

When will my hair grow this long?

Yes,I'm looking at YOU bitch.

Take your panties off & feel the breeze I say.

This is absolutely gorgeous.

I guess I'll be fine,a break up is hard enough,the truth is even harder,but I have a long way to go & a life to live,hopefully I'll meet another guy that would offer me more than I expected & capture the moments with me,I don't want to be emo for so long,it's not me.

Magazines this June NYLON July + Vivi May 2011

(Photo via elementeden.com)

Florence Welch for NYLON US July 2011. This is my first ever issue & I love it. The graphics are awesome & they publish underrated stuffs unlike other magazines. The styles & beauty tips are cool & unique,they share good music,not mainstream & they have awesome stories & the way the writers write really keeps you interested. I'm an avid NYLON blog reader so I decided to get the real thing & best of all the words are not fucking censored since it's an American magazine unlike Malaysia. Ber-moral konon.

(photo via wiseredlips.blogspot.com)

Vivi May 2011. I always get my issues late a few months,it's because I either miss out on the latest issues,stocks come late,or I just decide not to get the current issue & reach home with a fuckNO feeling. But I knew I had to have this issue because the cover is fresh & it's the first time Tomochin is on the cover & I just love the cover & the colour,rare to see Vivi using green,so far I don't have this kind of cover so I want to add this to my collection,so spring! Some shots from the issue below.

Lena looks different like this,she's usually in dresses looking sweet.

(photo via headsolight.com)

(photo via stashionsense.blogspot.com)

I was surprised when I found out from google that Nicole Richie was on the cover of Vivi! I would freaking buy that issue if it's still available regardless of how much it'll cost. Awwww...I don't have it :(

(photo via fashionindie.com)

(photos via nicolerichiefashion.blogspot.com)

(photo via ohnotheydidnt.livejournal.com)

(photo via chictopia.com)



(photo via twenty2.onsugar.com)



(photo via ohnotheydidnt.livejournal.com)



(photo via nrichienews.com)

It's the 2009 September issue. Old but every picture & style that she represents is eternal. I like her,she just looks so effortless. Almost everyone refers to her as their fashion icon. Especially the cover,first time seeing her so kawaii! Oh yeah,I need to get new lenses because my GEO's bc102 are gonna expire soon. Even though I love them I want to get a pair of grey's this time,because I'm aiming for the more mature western look approach,sort of like Chikako Watanabe. I fucking suck at saving cash lately,what I see I'll just splurge on it,gosh screw myself. 

I don't have pictures lately,no camera,no phone,I got practically nothing! But *coughs coughs* (not to sound like an ungrateful teenager) I seriously need to get a phone & a camera,I don't need a dslr but at least a good camera in a phone because now is NOT a good time to spend money on tech shits,I need to start studying & doing exercises before it's too late. There's this sort of 1Malaysia concert that my school is organizing,I think I'll go,I need to be a good student & support my school. By the way,my mom is coming to school this Friday to take my report card,now I got that fuckNO feeling but nevermind lah..all I do is sleep in class anyways,most of the time I'm good. Bai!

Nia Leah