SOME people

When i update my blog,visitors rise up to 40+ to 100+.
Thanks for reading even though i have dull contents lol.
I am NOT an efficient blogger and sorry for that but i'll try to make my blog nicer :)
I do not own my own computer so i can't blog anytime i want,
i can only online on weekends and my dreams of earning cash from nuffnang is now crashed!
And i do not own a camera so i don't take pictures that often,
IM LAME.

:(

Im just here to tell and inform you guys that i will not be updating that much.
But i promise before 2011 starts im gonna design a new blog template and take more pictures.
SORRY GUYS and GIRLS.

Getting prettier

Went to Tropicana city mall a few days back with my sis to watch Resident Evil.
Damn disgusting weii,the octopus face and the blood splattered around,ewwww.
Plus the over used "fuck" words LOL.
Decided to take the effort to be a girl again.
I have mood swings,sometimes i can be ignorant bout how i look but after having a boyfriend i have the sudden urge to be hot again even though he always says im pretty no matter what.
Went to sasa to buy some tools to shape my eyebrows,i decided NOT to pluck,it hurts.
Bought shavers,eyebrow shaper's and eyebrow scissors. Now my eyebrow's are 98% neater.



My outfit.
People kept staring at me and my sis WTF.
Cause people at One U and tropicana mall usually dress VERY casual,like shorts and t-shirts,i even saw a woman wear pajamas,heck i want to dress up,bought high waisted shorts,my recent favourite thing :)
I actually copied this look from Vivi magazine,one of my favourite magazines.

This is one of the things i bought.

Massager,i see girls in popteen use things like these to massage themselves to remove fats of their already skinny body. I decided to try.

I kinda like it.

Feels nice rolling them onto my thighs,c'mon a girl has got to do something.

There is a quote that says there are no ugly girls only lazy girls.

Its fucking true.

Do something if you're feeling ugly.

That's all i can say,haha.

Thanks for reading my blog even if i don't update,truly appreciated!

Link me and leave comments if you can,thank iiiuuuu :)

Teenage Dream

Imma get your heart racing in my skin tight jeans be your teenage dream tonight :)

Im in a relationship with a guy i love dearly :D
Meeting him is one of the things that im really happy about,seriously.
I know..im just like any other girl being in a puppy love kinda relationship,but no,to be honest he's special,his simplicity attracts me. Thank you God and Facebook for setting us up LOL.


Baby this is for you,
I know im not a hot girl,not that smart and rich either but thank you for loving me the way i am.
I can be insecure sometimes,that's the way i am,im full of fucking insecurities.
Thank you for changing,i nearly lost you,but you took the effort to not think negative bout youself,thank you for trying to cheer me up when im sad even though most of the time you do nothing lol.
Thank you for keeping me warm in the cinema,that is the first time a guy did that for me. Thank you for the stuffed toy you gave me,that is also the first gift i have from a guy :)
I hope i can be with you always,as a part of you,be there for you anytime.
I wish to be with you as long as i can,to stare at you while you're driving and to laugh at your cuteness.
Thank you for making me feel loved,thank you thank you.

I LOVE YOU.

Updated ♥

I've been a fag for ignoring my bloggie,sorry :(

Curse me i don't mind,who reads my blog anyways? HAHAHA

Last friday went and surprised Bryan with a cake,someone is already 18.

Im kinda jealous,when your 18,you can drive,and that is one the things that i haven't ticked on my "want to be list".

We celebrated at Taiwan since we didn't want any noise and any weird eyes looking at us.

We knew that if we did it in McDonalds many people would notice.

Me and Hayley,we did alot of walking and i hope she lost weight hahaha.

You can read more in Hayley's blog.

Im lazy to post bout this.

I woke up with a horrible migrain due to my MERdeka day celebration.

To excited till i didn't sleep. (This is sooo not true)

These days my mine only focuses on one damn thing.

Which is him :)

You know that feeling when you meet a person and you knew that he is like your soul mate. I have always believed in fate and MAYBE its fate that made us meet. Errr...i know i sound cheesy but he really is the guy i like,not like but love. He makes me feel loved,that's why i love him. We really fall in love quite fast,he is always there cheering me up. I LOVE YOU.

ENJOY PEACE V :)

I wish i can turn back time

Everyday i CANNOT stop thinking.."how if"...I don't wanna fucking think bout that anymore.
Who cares,its already august!
Too late to turn back time,if only i could i would be a better daughter so my parents won't transfer me to this school in the first place. Its not that i hate it here,im JUST NOT USED TO IT. I miss my friends like hell! I don't know if my friends back there fucking care bout me but i bet they miss me too :(
Chatted a few weeks back with Yeeng,my former classmate,chatted till i cried.
I don't know what is my problem but i just can't accept the fact that im not studying there anymore! I hate being new to everything and all those fucking stuffs.
I just wanna go back to my old school and study there with my old friends,being with my small group of friends that sing,dance and laugh with me is already good enough.
Every single day i pray and think of all those memories hoping that i can return to those flashbacks of mine. WHY GOD WHY??!!!

I admit that my results have improved and my attitude have improved but i am not happy here. I know this girl who reminds me of myself last time,but the difference is that she's rich and she's fortunate not like me,im not poor but im not rich either! If only i were as rich as her,i don't have to study so hard and i can still go to college but i HAVE TO study for my own future and i don't know why GOD created me in such a unique way,i hate studying. FUCK lo now...
Tommorow meeting Hayley,
gonna talk till i cry and im gonna release all those craps in me.
IMMA FORCE MYSELF TO FINISH MY STUDIES HERE TILL NEXT YEAR.

Im a Malaysian

I Look CHINESE! But im not,and that's a good thing.
Chinese blood runs quite vividly in me,since i speak fluent chinese and look chinese but im not.
I am only a few percent chinese but im actually a native sarawakian,
if your wondering why im fair skinned its because my race is originally fair,
my mum says that it has something to do with my chinese ancestors too.
So...there it is,the reason why im blogging bout this is because im lazy to explain my race.
For sixteen years of me living as a human i have to explain my race and my unique name.

Dennia Leah :)
just call me Nia.

Unique name given by my parents,see..no sign of chinese surname there.
Im a bidayuh,one of the few ethnic groups in sarawak.
Because of this,teachers sometimes asks me stupid questions for example..
"Oh,so what you wear at home? What you eat? What kind of house you live in?"
HELLO!
I grew up in KL,i wear normal clothes,i eat rice like everyone,i live in a house lo.
Really effing stupid questions,i don't how the fuck can they be teachers?
Just because im some tribe doesn't mean i behave and live like some red indians in the jungle hunting for food and living in a long house,hell NO!

As for language,i speak english at home,my two sisters can speak fluent bidayuh but not me.
I sound like ang moh when i speak bidayuh,people laugh so i just shut my pouty lips :D
But normally we still use english,since both my sisters are english teachers.
But i do understand a little bidayuh so fine,haha.
And your now wondering how the hell can i speak mandarin??? CHINESE SCHOOL.
I spent 6 years of misery studying a language i don't know,suffered language diffiency lol and racism,people didn't wanna makes friends with me at first cos im not chinese,then what did i do? Well..the very smart Nia studied hard and mastered the language and kick their balls off.
BUT surprisingly i get along the most with chinese,maybe cos im also like 40% chinese.

I can speak fluent malay,english and mandarin,im learning basic korean and cantonese now cos my canto is really "kek".
And as for my family,its funny you know,
when we go dine at chinese reastaurants people will think that we're phillipinos or indonesian or even baba nyonya,and when we dine at malay restaurants people will assume that we're chinese or chindian and when we eat at indian shops people will think that we're pure chinese. LOL
Its nice to suck out the confusion juice out of people's brain :)

We're malaysian so what? WHO CARES what race we are?
Im proud of who i am,my race,my heritage,everything.
It feels nice to be different among your crowd of friends.
We're one malaysia right?

Being different makes a difference.

Don't judge people by their race,it hurts.

You know me i know you,let's make a change towards society.

Be proud,like me,im proud,cos im different :D

Tell me what's ya flava bitch

Yes,im oficially home. HERE blogging,bout crap :)
Exam time and i just wanna pass,that's it.
Not interested in studying,that's not me,im more interested in learning not studying.
I wanna change my wardrobe before the clock and calendar hits 2011,
and i need to save up to get a camera,i realy want one!!
Im not a rich ass so i need to either save money,work or wait for money to fall of the sky.

Im into high waisted shorts :D
Who created this is a genius,flowery prints rock my world,they suit virgins like me.
I ♥ to wear slippers and sandals compared to heels and flats,they show off my pretty skinny feet and polished toe nails.

Photos courtesy of http://lookbook.nu/

Awesome page,join and like it.

Vintage clothing are so in right now,even though hip hop is forever my love but lets make a smoothy with it,who know's it might be a great look.

Im off now,ciao!