I am in deep shit. Trials start next Tuesday & guess how I feel? Calm & collected -___- I am suppose to be full of determination & a shit load of energy to hit the books & ace this crap but no,instead I feel like eating & lazing all day at home. I've been going out almost everyday this holiday,today excluded,cuz I exclude myself to 'study'. But right now I'm still blogging! I got BM on Tuesday,we always start with BM & I hate BM! I was an A student for this subject during my whole primary school years,I entered storytelling competitions & I always win 1st place. Same thing goes on till form 3,the PMR year. But when form 4 came,I start to fall from my own mountain,I barely pass & I never bother to study cuz I thought I'd be able to survive still. Look at me now,I am gonna die if I fail BM. YOU CAN'T PASS SPM IF YOU FAIL BM so it's a pretty important subject but it's boring!!!! I hate Malay literature,I hate the idioms,I hate the grammar & vocabulary what so ever! But still I can't say no to it or else I'll screw my future up. Lets all study hard & ace this! PMR & SPM students lets kick ass! Be better than past year's students & break the record :D we,year 2011,can rule the world!